Gastropharisis

What is Gastropharisis?

Liam's been diagnosed for since he was a few months old with Gastropharisis. Like with all things I normally re-research everything Liam's been diagnosed with to  see if any new info has popped up. Lately his Gastropharisis has been on my. It most likely stems from my frustration that Liam will only take a few bites of food at a time before being done. 

I got my info from the Mayo Clinic website during this search.

What is Gastropharisis? How does it affect you? 

It's not always clear why someone has Gastropharisis but in many it's believes to be caused when the vagus nerve is damaged. The vagus nerve controls the stomach muscles and helps manage the digestive tract. It' sends signals to your stomach telling it to contract to push food through. When the vagus nerve is damaged it can't send signals to the stomach. Damage can be caused by disease such as diabetes or abdominal surgery. 

What are the symptoms of Gastropharisis?

Vomiting 

Nausea 

Feeling full after just a few bites 

Abdominal bloating

Heartburn or GERD

Changes in blood sugar

Lack of appetite 

Weight loss and malnutrition

There is no cure for Gastropharisis. Changes to diet it meds can sometimes help. Gastropharisis can cause complications such as:

Bacterial growth in the stomach due to food sitting there. 

Food left in the stomach can harden causing a hard mass called a bezoar. These can be life threatening. 

Blood sugar fluctuations. Poor blood sugar makes Gastropharisis worse. 

In Liam's came his vagus nerve was damaged. The doctors aren't sure if it was due to his birth defect CDH or the repair surgery. They are however sure the nerve was damaged. Liam recently in the last 6 months was weined of his mobility med, erythromycin and takes his acid reflux (GERD) meds as needed. 

Liam will take only a few small bites of food at a time. Some days more than others. He has his ups and downs. He can be fine for a few days, weeks or months then get hit with severe vomiting symptoms and have to be taken to ER for fluids and IV zofran. He has random sparatic stomach due to his Gastropharisis. I'm still "new" to this so I'm unsure what the future holds as far as eating is concerned. I've had little contact with those who've had Gastropharisis for years and little idea on how if this only gets worse over time or if in some cases it does indeed get better. 

Considering there is no cure I am sure that Liam will not be miraculously cured of Gastropharisis anytime soon. The good news is that after changing his feeding tube from a Mickey to an AMT mini one ballon less his episodes of vomiting have been cut by 90%. 

I am reveling in the fact that this time last year we made the switch in tubes and it's made the world of a difference. He went 8 months with NO hospital stay! I tiredly believe it's because we switched tubes because it was an instant change in him. This time last year Liam started eating and showing interest in foods. It was a slow and steady start (although at the time it felt he was diving in head first and eating as if it was an everyday thing for him). That was my small miracle. 

People live with Gastropharisis everyday, some their entire lives with minimal flare ups and episodes. It's manageable. I may now know if or when Liam will decide to eat and ditch the feeding tube but I do know he can live a fairly normal life. And for a mom of a special needs child, fairly normal is perfect! ❤️❤️❤️

"I may have Gastropharisis but Gastropharisis does NOT have me"

Sensory Play: Christmas

Kids that spend a lot of time in NICU or the hospital tend to have sensory issues.

CDHer's are no exclusion.

In fact many survivor have sensory issues.

Parents find that these issues are hard to overcome.

Our survivor Liam is no exception.

Liam still has sensory issues at 3 years 4 months.

We've worked very hard with him to work through these issues,

and hard work is the only reason he's doing as well as he is.

For the majority of his Liam's life,

he hated textures.

If it wasn't super soft he refused to hold it.

He hated the feel of playdoh,

sand,

uncooked rice and noodles.

We worked past this by playing with these things over and over again.

We still have a lot of work to do.

Sensory bins are awesome.

I love how there is so much in such a small area.

It's meant to stretch their ability to be handle the stimulation with each passing use.

With Christmas coming up I thought to do a Christmas themed sensory bin.

In my Google search I found many I like.

This winter themed sensory bin is so simple and cheap.

Everything in it came from the Dollar store and added up to $5!!

I adore it. I found this at Snails and Puppy Dog Tails Blog.

She has several amazing sensory bins that I am looking forward to making for Liam.

This snowy sensory bin looks like so much fun!

We found this gem at Blog Me Mom

I feel like this is a two for one deal.

Not only so the kids get the sensory aspect out of filling the ornaments,

but when they are done,

you get some great ornaments for your tree.

I love that they used beads as well as sand to fill these up.

It gives me a great idea to use other materials as well.

I found this AMAZING idea over at Little Bins For Little Hands.

Love this sensory bin.

It has some of Liam's favorite things.

Found at Four Little Piglets

We are already so excited for Christmas!

Can't wait till closer to Christmas to do some crafts with the kids.

Proud Of Our Tubie

          I sit here laughing because the gauze came off Liam's gtube and he came and showed me. "Mom mom" he said as he lifted his shirt and pointed to his button. "It's ok Liam your fine" I said. Then he goes and shows his dad "dad dad". "Liam put your shirt down no one wants to see that!" I told him playfully. You see Liam is very proud of his button. So proud he will randomly pull his shirt up and show anyone including strangers. Of course it doesn't effect us because we are used to it. But Liam does this for a reaction so we tend to play with him a little.

          We playfully crunch our noses and in the silliest voice we say "eeewww Liam no one wants to see that but that thing away" and we proceed to tickle him and we all have a good laugh. This is what I did tonight, only as I said this Lanie walked into the room and says "eeww" because she plays the game as well. Only this time Liam runs toward her with his button in plain view laughing every step. Lanie gives him one of her fake screams and then proceeds to 'run away'. Liam starts laughing harder and chases after her. They ran in circles around the living room laughing until they couldn't breathe. Now you have to realize that Liam is a boy who spends 90% of his time in just a diaper because its hot and that just how he likes it. He is very proud of his button and he also enjoys these games we play.

           None of us are grossed out by it in any way at all. In fact these games are what helped him be ok with it because we turned him showing it off into a joke. We take the feeding tube itself very seriously. We never tell him its gross. We only joke with him in a way he gets. The "eww nobody wants to see it" always comes with smiles, tickles and laughter. The feeding tube saved his life and is allowing him to have a more "normal" life.

          Without the feeding tube I don't know that he would have lived to see the age of three. How long could he go on TPN without being a shadow of yourself? That would have meant growing up in a hospital completely. With the feeding tube he gets to do what other kids his age do. He gets to play and run and experience all that any other kid his age gets too. Sure we have to wrap his stomach with an ace bandage at times so that his Gtube doesn't get pulled out but it's all worth it.

          Liam gets to start pre-school this month. He gets to play in sand, go swimming, swing and climb. He gets to laugh and run and grow. With the feeding tube he's finally thriving. He's finally doing well. Sure it was rocky there for awhile but now his feed is dialed in and he's growing. So thank you to the Ancient Egyptian's who started finding alternative ways to feed people who couldn't eat the traditional way.

The following are pictures from Liam's Feeding Tube Journey:

Show Us Your Turquoise Giveaway

The following is copied from our FB page:

Anyone can enter this contest just send us your pic of you wearing wearing turquoise or holding a CDH sign or spreading awareness to enter. By entering you understand that your pictures WILL be posted on our FB page and blog. Prize is being donated by Cherubim (Aubin's personal boutique). This contest is in no way affiliated with Facebook or Breath Of Hope. S4L is doing this contest to get more people actively participating in spreading awareness about Congenital Diaphragmatic Hernia. Winner will be chosen by an random generator (such as random.org or similar) to insure fairness to the contest. We want everyone to have a chance to win. The prize includes:
ONE round rhinestone charm locket
ONE chain
ONE CDH turquoise awareness ribbon
And if the winner chooses to purchase additional charms for their locket they will get 20% off their first order through Cherubim. (Not all charms are shown on their page so ask if your looking for something specific)
Good Luck to everyone and you can start entering today if you wish.
To enter PM us your pics!

To enter head on over to our FB page and submit your photos http://www.facebook.com/ShootingForLiam

March Of Dimes

I am very proud to announce that S4L is putting together a team and will be participating in the March Of Dimes this year. If you live in or around the Visalia California area and would like to join our team we would be happy to have you. If you'd like to donate to the March Of Dimes cause we'd love that too. You do both at our team's MOD page. 

 http://www.marchforbabies.org/team/t2116850

If you decide to join our team you can also join our teams Facebook group. I created the group to get our team connected. Come on out and join the fun.

http://www.facebook.com/groups/1392222981035451 

Encouraging Words

Being a parent or care giver to a child with CDH isn't easy. On one hand we are very blessed that our loved one is a survivor. We wouldn't change that for the world. But sometimes it feels like the walls are caving in threatening to crush us like little ants. When the walls threaten to fall, and your world threatens to collapse, take a few minutes for yourself. A few deep breathes, a few minutes alone in a quiet room, an ipod in your ears blasting your favorite music, SOMETHING! You deserve it. YOU NEED IT! You need to stay strong through this long harsh journey and to do that you need to take care of yourself. I know it's seems easier said than done. I've been there...am there. To say its tough feels like an understatement at times. And sometimes you just need someone to look you in the eye and say "You got this". So here I am metaphorically looking you in the eye. You got this. You can do this. Your stronger than you could ever imagine. Just wait and see. You got this! <3 <3 <3

-Aubin Bryant

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